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Re: I'd like to say this, and a question to all

Posted by Love2uall on Tuesday, May 10 2005 at 10:30:30PM
In reply to Re: I'd like to say this, and a question to all posted by Celebrator on Tuesday, May 10 2005 at 7:24:58PM

Well,
funny you ask this because I just found a text I wrote to someone back when I was doing that therapy, here's some of it, which at the same time answers your question:

"... I have enough of this therapy... I told you before many times if you remember...
There's only 6 months left, I would give anything in the world for it to stop now.
I come back from that place each time all fucked up, and it always takes a couple of days to be ok again...

They don't have the right to force me to do this, and I still don't accept it.
I emailed the Human Rights Foundation explaining my situation, asking if they know of any organism that denounce the way of doing of those people, from the arrestation to the forced therapies, playing on the fact that I will go to jail if I don't do it...
They don't have the right to treat me that way, and I'm talking here about human rights...
It's been 2 weeks now since I sent this email, and they still haven't responded yet.
An answer like "we can't do anything for you" would be better than nothing...
Note: they did answer afterwards and they gave me exactly that answer, they can't do anything about it. I also emailed Amnesty International twice and never got a reply... I didn't bother with the United Nations...

I WANT THEM TO LEAVE ME ALONE!!!!!!!!
Could it be that this therapy hurts me more than it's doing me any good??
I am like I am, leave me alone!!!!
Go to hell!!!!
...

They don't have the right...
BUT WHO CAN I TALK TO???
If the Human Rights ignore me completely, what can I do?
I want to talk about it but I'm scared!!!
I don't want to go to jail, and I don't want to do this kind of therapy...
I feel like the woman in Terminator 2 when she's in that asylum place and where she talks about what she went through, and what she says is true, but nobody believes her...
And they tie her up so that she can't get revolted...
I don't want that to happen to me!!
But this creates an enormous amount of revolt and anger inside of me, and I'm even afraid about my mental and physical health because of this...

"The others have the power that you give them"...
Ya well, there's still a limit god damn it...
Nobody has the right to force anyone to do anything...
"But we don't force you, you always have the choice"...
Oh yes, the choice: you either do the therapy, or we put you in prison!
"And you know how it is in prison, you will get beaten up!" to say what the judge told me!
How wonderful!
Bravo!
Those are the people who are in power!!!!!!
"It's best for society that you do this therapy" again, coming from Mr. Your Honor...
So now I'm a public danger.
I HAVE ENOUGH!!!!!!
I don't know what will happen with me...
I can't stand it anymore."


At that therapy place they wouldn't make the difference between what happened and real abuse...
And what you just read is, to me, just the tip of the iceberg.
I wrote many other texts, but I came upon this one and thought I could share it with you.

How many people will have to go through this again?
How long will it stay like that?
They use terrorism to get what they want, they rely on our ignorance about the legal system to get what they want...

Right now I don't even care about the "should we have sex with children" issue...
I think that right now they should start by respecting human rights first, and let us express ourselves and be considered, without their constant prison and other threats.

Love2uall




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