Re: Another chapter in 'As The Shadow Dwells...'

For the record her real name is not penelope..lol. And it is so damn tempting to give in....

I have been on edge ever since yesterday and just figured out why. That talk I had with my daughter, where I just laid everything on the line to her. I've had the talk with the other girls and it went ok with them too. However this time I have punched the impact of it up another notch, because this is her best friend and now she knows I am in love with her. And i feel completely vulnerable. I have never been able to lay everything down in front of someone before and it has scared me.

And the moment where she understands that too was sooo close. I keep wondering what I was thinking and it was a mistake to even attempt it. But then I feel it was the right thing to do. Both the talk and the gift were the right thing to do, but it makes me feel vulnerable and guilty. Guilty because these actions are against social morality and I still can't shake that off completely, even thought I know I have not done anything I should feel guilty about.

Just wanted to type that out to hopefully feel better about it all.

Anyway, I am glad you enjoy this. A few times I thought I should just stop as some people might be getting annoyed with the incessant Emma drama. Glad to see someone enjoys it, and getting this out always make me feel better too.