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--Afraid--

Posted by Furcifer on 2008-August-26 05:19:24 EDT, Tuesday
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I'm a startin' college-school now and while I expect this to be a nice change of pace in some regards, it looks depressingly bleak in others. There's gonna be like... no little girls, anywhere.

I'm afraid I'll lose contact with the things which define me, which motivate and inspire me. I'm afraid I'll turn into an empty shell that has forgotten it's explosive and purposeful origins.

When I had a lgf, every day felt vivid with color and quivering with possibility. I didn't have terribly many chances to see her but when I did, it made the world light up and glow for days after. I had more energy and passion to take to everything I did. Now I feel without purpose. Whatever happened to the good times? I'm slipping, slipping, into a fog where the best I may hope for a blanket of self-deception to infiltrate my mind and make me blind to what I'm missing. Eventually I may climb my way back out, but how to make it until then?

Has anyone gone through a similar thing and how did you handle it? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.

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