Re: Conrfessions and Lamentations

Many good answers but i clearly go with trucker on this one.

The sad story is repeating itself over and over and the only one who can help is yourself.

Come to this board to exchange point of views, have a nice discussion or share a GM, but not for a cure of your problems.

A good therapist should be able to help you, even without telling your little secret.

"guess the help I need is a good friend to slap me in the face and entertain me when the call of the bottle become to great. But I am not allowed friends. The people I call *friend* are few and have no idea who I really am. I have done such a great job at hiding myself that nobody knows me."

You might consider coming out to a friend, but be careful in your present state of mind.

Stop drinking immediately if you don't have control over it. My father literally drank himself to death and it's a terrible thing to see for a child.

"I just want to run away and find a place in this world where I can be accepted."
Sorry, no such place available, accepting yourself is a good start.

Good luck and take care my friend,