My joint introduction at boychat and girlchat

Hello All.

I'm CP Explosion. I'm not a pedophile, but only two months after starting my blog I was accused of being one simply because I didn't accept the party line about child porn. I felt like Nicolaus Copernicus that day. My interest is in exploding the lies, myths, doublespeak, and shoddy journalism surrounding child pornography. Months ago I found and registered at the forum boychat while researching child porn. From there I came to learn about the sister site girlchat.

These forums are almost the only places that I've ever seen a real discussion, meaning more than one opinion being presented about child porn. I've been writing about the sexual absolutism and double speak surrounding child porn for over 1.5 years.

I took up this hobby after reading many news articles that just didn't make sense. I read over and over about how child porn was a 'permanent record of children being sexually abused' but then I read articles like those recently posted at boychat about a fifteen year old girl being charged with child porn offenses for sending nude pictures of herself to others. Did she sexually abuse herself? This makes no sense, but no one thinks to question it. I read some works of Debbie Nathan and found a website called Inquisition21 and realized that there are a few, but very few, other brave persons, and I decided that I could no longer be silent. I'm no journalist. I can barely write a decent essay, but I do what I can. The more I've researched child porn, read hundreds of articles, scoured the depths of the Internet, read legal decisions, read the US Code Title 18 § 2256, the more confused I've become. Sometimes I wonder if I'm tripping on acid 24/7 because what I read and what I see are so insanely different.

I appreciate you all allowing me to post messages here, especially after the questioning I was give by the registration agent at girlchat over my motivation for registering. I want to assure you all that I'm not here to lead you to child porn, to accuse you of downloading child porn, or to post child porn.

CP Explosion