Long time no speak - a true come back

This is probably the millionth long time no speak message ive posted here.

Shout out to all the old members, those that i remember from 2003/2004... lots of names seem to have dropped off the map.

Alot of time has passed, and I've been lurking on and off for a long while.

I still remember my first post with trembling hands and mixed expectations. I'm filled with a great many conflicting emotions at this point in my life.

I don't know what it is that draws me back every now and then this corner of the internet. This corner that represents that which I know deep down is a huge pillar of support of my being.

Alot of those from 'back in the day' are gone now for one reason or another.

Does any here actually remember my music list? Do a search if the function still operates. maybe I'll bring it back into frutition. it reached such a level of popularity that it was nearly featured as a part of the site linked at the top. Maybe I can still revive that level of commitment.

Lots of things have changed for me, a hell of a lot has gone on, but my inner feelings remained the same through some incredibly overt external craziness...

Needless to say coming back for a post here is a welcome act.

I miss you all very much, and I miss a great deal those who no longer post/lurk here for one reason or another. Particularly mono - I miss you my friend. Maybe you might lurk and see this post on one dull afternoon.

Ive been drinking so please excuse the rambling of this post. It's good to be back, and I hope to take up my position as LG-Maestro. Await further information my friends.

Cincinnatus (cinci, to those who remember me and dubbed me thusly)
xx