Re: My probable cause of my romantic pedophilia

Hmm. This is understandable. This wasn't so much the case with me, though. In elementary school I always played with only a couple other boys. None of us really fit in. There were all the girls playing and catching butterflies, the boys playing things sports related and then there was us. We always lazed around near the edge of the school yard by the fence and thought up theoretical distant planets and what the menus in a restaraunt for dead people would have. Thinking back now, thats an odd thing for second graders to be thinking about. Everyone went their seperate ways as time wore on and we got older, save for one who is still a best friend of mine today.

In that time when I was young I was aware of how attraction was supposed to work. I never thought any girl would ever like me because apparently, I was strange. I was wrong though. There was a girl who I sat next to in second grade. She would kiss me when the teacher wasn't looking and even went as far as to touch me in naughty places under my desk. I don't know if this has anything to do with my I'm a pedo today, though. I remember wanting to say that she was my girlfriend, but she didn't seem interested in that aspect.