Re: Relationships and Pain (a rant)

Unfortunately you are experiencing the very same frustrations that have dogged most men since the dawn of time. The only thing I truly know to be infinite is a woman's capacity to change her mind.

Seriously though, in some cases it sounds as if you've come into these women's lives at a difficult time for them. Once that's over they move on and leave you behind. It may not be personal at all, it could be just because you represented a time in their lives they wanted to put behind them.

Although I worship 5 year olds I still hold out hope I'll meet a special lady. I believe in fate, that everything happens for a reason and the women who have came and gone in my life were never meant to be and were merely stepping stones. To what? I don't know yet.

I'm quite happy to live the rest of my life as a single GL. The trouble is, I'm meeting a lot more women these days in my job than at any other time in my life and I find myself asking "what if.......?" It's annoying because most of the time I feel like an exclusive ped until these thoughts kick in and I find myself longing for a wife and family (all daughters of course). I then remind myself of my primary attraction and that any relationship I get into with a woman has a far slimmer chance of succeeding because of it.