Re: Relationships and Pain (a rant)

Hi and thank you, Spike. I am glad that you are one of the lucky ones in this world, and people from our community need all the luck we can manage. Like Agent X-Ray, you managed to find an amazing woman of legal age who accepts you and loves you despite any faults you may have, and despite how the antis insist that she should see you as nothing more than a "filthy pedophile." She sees your humanity, and that is VERY special for someone from this day and age when the media constantly demonizes us as vile monsters.

You and your wife will remain in my prayers for a quick recovery from her current ailment, and with your love and support, and a little graciousness from God, I believe she will pull through. She is a very special woman, and you are very lucky that she sees what a special man you are.

Even if I never find anyone to love me for real, I will take contentment in the purpose I have found in life and I will do my time on this world proudly. I will always strive to do my small part in making the world a better place, and I will never give in to anger, bitterness, and despair over the fact that I can't seem to find a real love in this life. Different people experience different things in life, and I need to learn to accept my lot in life despite never giving up in trying to find true happiness in addition to purpose. And yes, I do believe my attraction to teen girls is one of the greatest gifts I could ever have been given, and despite the fact that I can never practice that love during this lifetime I will always be thankful that I was born with the special gift of being able to see adolescent girls and younger women as being the truly special people that they are despite all of their faults.