Hey guys! I'm back.

Hey guys!

I don't think I've been around here since like 2 years ago. Maybe some people here remember me, perhaps not. Either way, let me introduce myself. I'm a MAA in my late-20's/early-30's. My AOA has fluctuated over time but currently is around 6-8yo. I've been this way as far back as I can remember and I guess it will stay like that. I think this is a really cool board and I'm glad to be back.

Anyway, here is a little history. About two years ago I had something of a personal crisis in my life. The details aren't important, but it made me rethink my life and caused a lifestyle change. One of the things I tried to change was my attraction to little girls. I really tried to just turn my back on the whole thing in the hopes I would become attracted to girls my age. I even went as far as not jerking off for an entire year (which was pretty significant considering I'd masturbate religiously every night). For a time it seemed to be working, at least I wasn't fixated on children really at all. But at the same time nothing replaced that hole in my heart. It was like I became totally a-sexual and my life was feeling like it lost some meaning.

Then one night recently I got really drunk and came to terms with myself. I realized I still do love little girls with all my heart and nothing was going to change that. Really, I wasn't fooling anybody except myself. I feel a lot better being honest and accepting who I am. So I just wanted to let everyone know I'm back. Hopefully I can be a welcome addition to this board. Thanks.

Peace and GirlLove,
Mr.DOB