Re: Hi Rocinante

Since you took the time to explain these points, Im going to read over and give some replies to them.

Yes, Im cuckoo nuts in love with her! Haha, Ive had a crush on her for over 2 years, and it was instantaneous upon our first couple on convos. (Aww how romantic) I was not identified as MAA when I met her.

Yes, Joys parents seem to be worried, but for now they are not taking any action against me, and I am delusional in love enough to think I might have a chance to win them over? Maybe I AM TOTALLY nuts, but Joy has pointed out to me that nothing bad has actually happened yet, nor is about to in the immediate future. After all we are still allowed to see each other on the same regular schedule as before. Her parents have also not forbid her from talking to me via electronics. Im just damn worried this could go down the wrong path Then again, it hasnt and Ive been talking to her for 2 years already Every week or every other, for a couple of hours.

Sorry to hear about F. Well, I think youre making a responsible choice. I dont know exactly the details, but I know it can be hard for her to deal with the social alienation. I know you and me, and peeps like us feel it, well the LG.AG feel it too.

I know what youre saying about, if they hate me there is nothing I can do. For this reason I have to have my head screwed on right so I know to respect her parents boundaries, if they start to make them.

This is going to be an adventure, I do however have faith that I am not going to be getting myself into trouble, but I worry constantly. I think that has a protective function though, so I deal with it instead of trying to stop my worry.

But to really give you a clue to my love, or I think it may be better stated as my love-delusion, I've known her 2 years, and not been able to have much of a relationship. So what is another 4 when she will be (almost) 18?

:) I laugh at myself. :)