Re: The worst day I've ever had yet...

Sorry to hear (read) of your pain rocinante, I have some semblance of the emptiness you feel just now. Sounds (reads) like you have placed the wants/needs of another before the wants/needs of yourself, this my friend is a selfless act and should therefore be commended. As much as it hurts to let them go you know in yourself that it is the appropriate course of action to take. As for motivation.....just keep to your usual routines and carry on with things with some kinda normalcy, doing the little things keeps me goin each day. A muse of another kind may well appear. Keep an even keel in your head and try not to live in retrospect. Sphere - In Empathy mode