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I still get nervous about all this.

Posted by AK47 on 2011-October-17 04:17:33 EDT, Monday
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One of the reasons I never posted (and stopped visiting) girl love sites a few years back was because I was just generally nervous about visiting the sites.

I use TOR and I never do anything illegal, ever, but I still get this nervous feeling that someone is going to find out. Someone is going to realize I am a paedophile. I just don't want to deal with that. I really do have a great life. I may decide to put it at risk when I am older for activism but for now, while I still have my youth, I just want to enjoy my life and have fun. Maybe this is immaturity? I hate the word, but I don't know how to describe it.

Every time I finish a GM I don't want to post it. I make myself anyway. I have this nagging thought that says, "someone is going to put two and two together. Even with all your safeguards they are going to realize who you are through your posts. It is only a matter of time." I literally write here on GC and on VoA different than I normally do, I use TOR, and I keep identifying personal info hidden, but it still nags the shit out of me.

I do have to admit that those thoughts and feelings have shrunk over this past month I have been posting.

Don't know why I am posting this, I guess just to vent and get it off my chest. I do kinda feel better typing it all out heh.

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