Am I really a pedophile?

I am not attracted to nudity and sex acts of any kind. Yes, I am a pedophile but a naked child or a child having sex just does nothing for me. OTOH, a fully clothed little girl just kills me with desire. I am probably not a normal pedophile in this regard so I am, by my nature, legal. Just lucky, I guess. But people who are attracted to nudity of any human and sex acts of any kind are certainly understandable.

So, if I am not hurting a child in any form of any kind in any way thinkable, why do anti's not like me? Pedophilia, in spite of the anti's dislike for it, exists. Nothing can be done about it except prey at the edges of it. The anti's claim that pedophilia hurts all the children. So, how does mine hurt them?

To contrast the question: if an evil bad guy runs up to a kid on the playground, rips the kid's clothes off, and tries to slap an evil bad guy penis against a crying kid, everyone would conclude that this is harmful. But if I sit on a bench some 50 feet away and watch a kid toss a basketball into a hoop, how is this harmful to anyone? Why would anyone dislike me for doing it? Why would anyone think I am doing the same thing as the evil bad guy?

I suppose anti's are not thinking logically, eh? I suppose anti's want to hurt me, eh? I suppose that this makes anti's evil bad guys, eh? Hmmm: maybe I should get my gun and rope and look for a tree near an anti's home?

I'm being rhetorical in that last sentence, don't you know!