Re: goodbye, hello, and them

It always hurts when someone you Love, isn't there or doesn't want to be there with you...

I haven't seen my Q for many months now. And still, when I know she might be around, I am looking for her. I almost DON'T want to meet her, cause I don't know how she will react... Will it be the same as before between us, or will something be different? I worry about this quite a lot when I know there is a small chance that we will meet.

Last time I knew I would be in her surroundings (actually, it was a different setting than her neighborhood, but I was quite sure she would be around,) I put on my nicest shirt and made sure I looked very nice... As nice as I could, without overdoing it. But I could not see her anywhere. I saw a few other gorgeous LG/AG's, but my heart was always looking for her.

She was/is the first LG I ever fell in love with.

No matter what will happen, I am veryhappy I met her, cause she showed me that I could fall in love with a LG.

AND I AM VERY HAPPY FOR THAT!

So I hope it will happen again, very soon. With her or another LG. I really hope some day that everything will click, me and the girl, the surroundings, the society, that our love is accepted by the surroundings, etc. etc.

I really wish that for all of us who hope to find and live together with a special LG/AG...

HUGS to YOU especially, and everyone who is heartbroken...

B.