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How do you stay sane? How do you stay legal?

Posted by AK47 on 2011-November-03 03:51:54 EDT, Thursday
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*This text contains irrational text, my views in this text are from an emotional standpoint and often what I am thinking is not true, don't worry I tell myself that and I realize it.*

Some days I sit and think, "It fucking sucks, the only people who get to be sexual with little girls are mostly asshole who use them solely for their pleasure and take advantage of them. I just want to love and have a mutually pleasurable experience with the little girls I love. Consensual, fun, feel good. My pleasure comes from her pleasure." It really drives me nuts. I love little girls so damn much, they love me in return. I just want them to feel pleasure that many women I feel. I don't get how women know how good this pleasure feels but they act as if it is a horrible thing for a child to feel. I get very frustrated.

I refuse to do anything sexual with a little girl though. I won't sit here and lie and say it is so easy to resist. It isn't, it is hard. If fucking sucks. People of other sexualities need to look at it from our standpoint. We love little girls so much, but we are so restricted. Most paedos can't even have steady contact with a little girl. This kills them inside I know it. I am lucky that I have very frequent and close interactions with little girls.

What keeps me sane, what keeps me legal. It is the same thing that drives me insane, at times. My love for the little girls in my life. As great as sexually pleasuring them would be, it is NOT worth the risk of getting caught. I'd never force myself on a little girl, but that wouldn't matter. If it was ever found out it'd all be over. Her life would be ruined, all the love we shared would be twisted by adults telling her I only wanted her for sex. She would then have trust issues the rest of her life. As well as a whole bunch of other issues forced into her. Oh yea true I might get thrown in jail too, but that's what people don't understand. I don't really care too much about myself when it comes to this situation. I care about the ones I love. I'll never break the law, it would cause my little angels to lose too much and have a hard road in life.

Don't think I am in a bad mood or depressed from this post. I am not, I am just venting to people who understand.

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