You are far from nothing, my friend, and I am very glad you are back. Life is never devoid of meaning no matter how many hardships and emotional turmoil we face, because with life there is always hope. We must never give up on that, or the prospect of us eventually finding our personal pot of gold on the other side of the metaphorical rainbow.
I'll be in touch very soon to talk, and we are always here for you to let you know that you are never alone in this struggle.