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I'm disappointed in Starlet Luver and VOA

Posted by Hypersonic on 2011-November-07 21:18:18 EST, Monday
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I left VOA about a year and a half ago. I told the admins to delete my account because I was too depressed to participate in the child love communities. Now I think I made a mistake and decided to sign up again. When I tried to sign up, I discovered that I have been banned from VOA. I was never told that I would be banned. I just told the admins to delete my account along with all of my posts.

Since the VOA admins will not answer my emails any more, a really nice person decided to email VOA to find out why I was banned. He told me that I was banned because of something I said in the chat. This was the night when I was a depressed and suicidal drunk. What could I have possibly said? I did not say anything illegal. I did call one member an asshole because he was being a bit of a prick; however, I still feel that it was somewhat justified.

After 1.5 years and they still won't let me back in? That's pretty insane. They treat me like I am a member of Perverted Justice. We are suppose to be family. We are brothers (and sisters) trying to find support in this cruel world because everyone else thinks we should just kill ourselves. We have hardly anywhere to go. If I got in an argument with my mother, would she want to disown me forever? I think not.

Some pedophiles are really happy with their lives, whereas many other pedophiles are just miserable. I am the latter. Can you really blame me for being so miserable? I am trying to live in a world where people think I should commit suicide and they send me death threats. I don't have a friend in the world. Sometimes I think I will still kill myself someday; I am just hanging on by a thread.

Do you guys really think I am that much of an asshole that I do not deserve to be a part of this community?

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