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I'm in a really reall shitty mood right now

Posted by AK47 on 2011-November-27 19:35:30 EST, Sunday
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I don't feel I even deserve to complain. Some of you have it so much worse than me. In fact, when I look objectively, it seems to me that I have no right to complain, but I can't help it.

Sometimes, I just think way too much. I can't help it, this world fucking sucks. I find it highly ironic that because of the way things are children probably (because there is no objective research done I can't say for sure) mainly have sexual relations with mere child fetishists or abusive assholes. Do I know if it is true or not? No, I could easily go use TOR and check out child porn. To see just how the kids react. I refuse. Why? Because of the law? Fuck the law. I refuse because I have no interest in seeing a little girl raped/abused. Not to mention who knows the story behind the picture. (when I say child porn I don't just mean nudes or children in "erotic" positions. I mean actual sexual activity with others)

I really wouldn't complain to you guys but I can't to anyone else. Everyone (IRL) is now wondering what is bothering me and I can't tell them.

I really fucking hate and despise anyone who thinks I want to hurt little girls, oh no in reality I get over it because then I'd hate nearly every non-paedophile, but right now in my anger and frustration I do. I hate any person who has sexual relations with a little girl. Possibly part jealousy? Yeah definitely IF the relationship is consensual. Part because (in my head for some reason) they are most likely abusive and oh the pain I'd love to bring them.... but do I sound like an anti now? Do I have a right to judge? I think so. Consent is what matters. I am not moralizing or trying to be a moral crusader. If I knew someone who was raping/forcibly molesting a person in general I'd go crazy.

I don't want to die without bringing my love for a little girl "to the next level". I am going to go and that depresses me so fucking deeply.

I'll get over this. "This too shall pass" or whatever. I'd really love to cuddle right now. That's it. Just to cry softly into caring hug.


AK47

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