Re: Two Lives

So ,28 , are you a Pedophile ,as in the prepubesent attracted kind and are unattracted to pubesent or older girls ? It sounds like you are one of those "good vampires" in movies who abstain from blood because they dont want to hurt people .Is your primary attraction to girls whom sexual attention would harm ? Are you physically Asexual because you are only sexually attracted to girls who you cant indulge in your fantasies with ? Im sorry , but Id act according to my nature , not live a life of monestic self denial .Then again , I am attacted to a wide variety of girls ,so I dont have to worry about anything muech......
I hope I didnt sound rude and Im sorry if I did , but its wierd if someone is solely attracted to something that they cannot have or deny themselves .