...I love AGs [Adolescent Girls], the way that I'm supposed to feel about 30-and-40-something-year-old women according to society's cultural rules. However, as we have both come to learn, culture does not supersede nature, and diversity is the only rule when it comes to romantic love for the human species. All the harsh laws and cultural barriers in existence--synthetic creations of human beings--cannot change this natural rule of the world.
I refuse to fight a war that Mother Nature never intended for me to fight in the first place, since that would be tantamount to a war not only with my natural self, but also with Nature what nature itself has decreed. I agree to follow the laws set down by the government to prevent the manifold problems that would arise if I violated them, but I will not become a de facto champion for a set of cultural mores that do not accept me as I am, or respect diversity in general when it comes to love.
As such, I chose a long time ago not to keep this particular secret, even though I understand that some people have to due to personal circumstances.
Needless to say, you don't have to fight this futile war with your intrinsic self here, redcocoa, because we accept you exactly as you are.