The true meaning of sexual purity/innocence.

It is not A-sexuality, as the vast-growing majority of desexualizers amongst us would have us believe, but rather a young persons natural, and wholesome, inclination/ability (though stifled as it is in these times) to know it's own sexuality. But it is just too damn bad that desexualizers teach them to feel shame of it.

When I was going through puberty (I think around age 9 or 10), I remember having strong urges to anally penetrate myself as well as pinch my nipples and masturbate. Some of the self-righteous hypocritical desexualizers are are prolly thinking "Wow, this fucker had a serious sexual imbalance growing up" or some damn thing. But it is not true at all. I was a normal human being and no one will ever convince me otherwise. Maybe there are people who didn't have all of those urges when they passed through puberty, but that only means we are all sexually unique. Is it really better that all humans be exactly alike with their sexuality or the entire person for the matter? I think not.

Back to a point I was getting at.
If I had a male friend in my life back then when I was going through that time period in my life, I would have been very grateful to receive him. And why would his age matter? All I would've cared is whether I felt he was sincere in wanting to be with me and help me and look after my best. For fucks sake, I tried to get a dog to put it in me. But I had no success. And never, in my area, could a person feel free back then to ask a fellow boy to do homosexual things. So that thought, as far as I can remember, never even entered my head.

Then the years to follow, after my unsuccess with the doggy, were full of sexual suppression and shame. That's what my environment had to offer me. And that I had a fear of peer pressure, did not help me at all in taking chances in finding what I may have benifitted from.