Re: The true meaning of sexual purity/innocence.

It is normal to not be normal.

A prison psychologist once told me of a fellow he "treated" outside of prison. He could not consummate his new marriage because he needed to feel rough things on his hands. (He had also felt great guilt because of it.) The psychologist explored with him how this came to be. Then he had the fellow put a brick wall in his bedroom and move his bed next to it. There, while fondling the brick, the fellow consummated his marriage.

I had asked this psychologist why I was the way I was. He told this story and you, Stahntii, have illustrated the psychologist's answer. It is normal to not be normal.

I, too, am not normal. My next door neighbor had two daughters, both of whom were of intense interest to me. One daughter had an attribute that, to this day, I am locked to. I cannot disclose this attribute here, for this is a public venue. Suffice it to say that my reaction to her attribute is not normal.

Which is perfectly normal.