my gf is pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok, so long story short some of you might remember a month ago i came on and posted about how my gf and i had admitted to one another that we are both gl's!!! she is 20 and i am 30. we both participated in sexual experiences with older people when we were kids and are happy to share a special kind of love with each other!!

that in itself has been absolutely amazing!!

every time we go somewhere we are pointing out girls together now!!!! we like girls as young as 2 and 3 all the way up to 14!!! we sometimes get kinky during sex and both of us are driven wild with passion when she shares her stories....

anyways she's so funny when we are checking out girls, she still has given me parameters!!! lol

i'm allowed to point out a girl if she is 14 or younger....i've made the mistake of sometimes pointing out girls who are older than that and it's funny she gets pissed just like a normal gf would....lol.

but with that said she is still an unbelievably understanding woman!!

just today we went to spend our gift cards we got for xmas and were pointing out girls to one another....actually funny story....so we split up for a few mins while i went to look for jeans and i saw a gorgeous lg of about i'd say 9 or 10, dark hair and eyes, skinny jeans and flats on(which we both love!)....

well after a while we met back up and when we saw the lg again i pointed her out to my gf...my gf whispered in my ear "i have something to tell you"....once we got clear of anyone's ears she proceeded to tell me she had already saw that girl earlier and the lg was sitting with her eyes closed relaxing in one of those massage chairs they have out to try...my gf said she was so turned on!!! she has been extremely horny ever since she's gotten pregnant!!!

which leads me to the point of my post!!!!!

SHE'S FUCKING PREGNANT!!!!!!

and we are both super excited!!!

first off, if we have a boy, we will love him with all our hearts and give him the life he deserves...a much better one than we ever had!!!

but with that said like every normal parent, we have our preference and we are both hoping for a girl!!! and no anti's, not to "live out our sexual fantasies"

it is because both of us have always dreamed of having our own precious little girl to dress up and cuddle with and shower with unimaginable love!!

for the record my gf and i are not sex offenders and have never been in trouble with the law what so ever.....and we absolutely would never do anything to risk losing our daughter....

my friends...my dear friends....the only people on this planet who can begin to understand and accept the love i have for lg's i begin to cry every time i think of it and this very moment is no different....(let's pretend for a moment i'm def having a girl, to which yet we are not sure because she is only about 6 weeks along) i Justin Credible 7-8 months from now will have a DAUGHTER!!!

a precious baby girl who has no one on this planet but her mommy and daddy to count on and with every fiber of my being i am filled with a joy that is absolutely indescribable.

we talk for hours on how it will be to have our little daughter snuggled up between us in bed....every time we are out shopping we stop and look at lg's clothes(mommy always talks of how she will make sure our little "Alice" and her have matching night clothes, lol)....

we talk of how she'll fall asleep on my chest and when daddy comes home from work how she will run to me and jump into my arms, wrap her legs around me and kiss me like she's been waiting all day just to smell me and hug me so tight....we talk of bathing our little angel and cleaning the days fun filled dirt from our very own creations little body....we even have her name picked out too!!

for the last 5 years or so i became at piece with the fact that i would be single for ever and simply cherish the GM's i had with lg's who came in and out of my life....

but now, i feel like all my hopes, prayers and dreams are coming together at this time in my life....a good job, a stable place to live...a woman....a woman who excites me sexually and emotionally....a woman who is through and through, a girl lover, who has not only participated as a child, but embraces our special kind of love as a gift. a woman who looks deeply into my eyes and loves me with all her heart and knows the deepest secrets and desires of my soul and is not grossed out or sickened by them, yet more passionately in love with me for them.....i never thought i would have a gf like this...ok in my wildest dreams i did imagine it, but god i just can't believe how lucky i am....i always had to check out girls behind the back of my previous gf's and now this one is tugging on my arm at wal-mart to direct my eyes to the gorgeous 5 yr old sitting on the bench wearing a mini skirt with her legs open exposing her panties...if this is a dream, i just hope i never wake up!

and if that wasn't enough this girl and i are bringing a child into the world!!

the final piece of the puzzle is 3 months from now the dr. telling me congratulations folks you are having a baby girl....

my gf and i have been through alot as kids and adults when it came to poverty and struggle...the many ups and downs that this world is so quick to hand out. but we both feel when this baby comes out as a girl it will make every second of that disappear and nothing on the face of this earth would ever matter again except for her, myself and our little girl.

and honestly at this point we have our hearts so set on a girl...we have already decided, within reason of course, if we have a boy we are going to get started on another baby and just keep trying until we have our girl.

call it selfish...call it what you want...but we are at a point in our lives that we realize this is the only way we can have the one thing that our hearts long for. our very own little girl to love and care for.

well...sorry for rambling on, but i have just been so excited and since we found out a month ago she was pregnant ive been wanting to set aside some time to share the good news with my friends here on GC!!!

as always your feed back is welcomed and i will certainly keep you all up to date on my gf and the health of our baby!!

say some prayers, keep your fingers crossed sacrifice a fucking goat for all i care just keep me in mind when u do that we have a girl!!!! :)

oh and i feel i have to throw this in here......i really only post on GC when i have something amazing in my life going on...other than that i check in once in a while and read random posts just to put my finger on the pulse of our gl world...with that said i have been accused of "making stuff up" and that's fine, i respect your opinion.....and i guess i can understand in some ways because i have sometimes been in situations where my luck when it comes to girl love has been so good that it's almost hard to believe....

the first thing that comes to mind is the time i posted how i was baby sitting while some family was at the store one time and my little girl cousin of 5 was laying flat on her stomach and pulling the sheets up between her legs and squeezing her thighs together masturbating right in front of me while i just sat there and watched in utter disbelief....she would do it for a couple minutes...then stop, turn over panting and trying to catch her breath.....and then turn over and continue like i had no idea what she was doing....

i remember being told here on GC that my "fairy tales" weren't appreciated....i can't say i wasn't offended and put off...but again i have to understand someone else's point of view and pessimism...and that's exactly my point.

lately especially with the recent events of a gler gf and the chance that this time next year i could have my own baby girl, that it comes down to your mental capability to imagine your self in a situation and be willing to take hold of it when the opportunity presents it self, your mind as well as positive thinking is so underestimated....of course luck has a bit to do with it, i agree...but the reality of it is if i never had the balls to come out to my gf i would not be in this situation right now...we would have eventually broke up just like every other relationship i've had over the last 15 years.

it's like this quote from...well, i'm not sure who said haha....but it says something like....."whether you think you can, or you think you can't......either way......your right!"....just some food for thought.

so i welcome any and all comments...i know there are positive open minded ppl out there just like me in our community...and frankly there's millions of gl's living the dream i am building for my self right now and u can do it too.

as always much love and thanks to GC for providing us this forum and taking time out of there lives for ppl like me who may have never came to terms with my orientation or been able to accept and love myself if it weren't for the support of this board!!

Justin