As Told By His Girlfriend , Autumn (:

I'm not sure exactly what to write here .. I'm not one to put my personal life 'out there' for everyone to see, But Justin asked me to post about my side of things .

I met Justin about 6 months ago at our job. We hooked up a few times and at first didn't think that we would 'go anywhere'(in a relationship), But as time went on, feelings grew stronger and before we knew it the words "I Love You" just felt right.

It wasn't until about a month or so ago, when we were on vacation that 'secrets' came out.
The day had started like any other day.. haha , until I decided to confront him about a story that I had made up 4-5 months earlier.. Justin hugged me and thanked me for being honest about it, but was still pretty upset.
So, that night as we were laying in bed when he looked at me and said "Autumn, I have something to tell you.. And I'm okay if you decide to break up with me after I tell you this" Of course I was like "Babe, I'm not going to break up with you, I can promise you that" But Justin just kept saying "after I tell you my secret your NOT going to want to be with me"

So, after about ten minutes of going back and fourth about this I finally just said "Justin, Just tell me already, Please!"
So he proceeds to tell me his deepest secret .. It kind of went like this:

"Autumn, I like younger Girls" at which point I said "Yeah, I know, Your dating me .. " (Justin is about 10 years older than me)
Justin says "No, Autumn, I mean like Lg's 5-14 year old girls ..
I was stunned I didn't say a word , in fact I laid there with a blank look on my face, staring at the ceiling.. He kept asking what was wrong .. I wouldn't say a word.. about 30 minutes go by and I just got up, walked outside and sat on the porch.. Justin of course followed me.. and was like Autumn, come on.. say something ... So I did , I said " Justin, you just need to leave me alone and let me think" and he did.

After sitting out there for about 15 minutes I came in , laid beside him in bed and said "Justin , It's ok , I love you for who you are inside and out and I still want to be with you , I don't want to end us because of this 'secret' .

(I'm also attracted to Lg's , he just didn't know it yet)

So, I was more curious, I started asking questions about it .. the more he explained his feelings toward Lg's the more 'turned on' I became ..
A few seconds went by of silence and I told him, "uhh, Hey babe , this is kinda turning me on"
Then I proceeded to tell him that I also had an attraction to Lg's .. (He already knew I was Bisexual and was ok with that)

The funny thing about it is, I always knew I had an attraction to Lg's just like I'm sure most of you have.. but before meeting Justin, I NEVER confided in ANYONE .. It's pretty cool to know that I'm not the only one out there .. and It's kinda awesome that I can share this with my boyfriend ..

Something else that might intrigue a lot of you .. I'm pregnant with Justin's baby (: .. Due sometime next fall , I'm not sure what the sex of the baby is but I'm sure either Justin or I will keep ya'll posted .

X's N O's
-Autumn's Best-