well meaning nutjob yes

i have credentials but cannot let you view them.
i am under a lot of pressure here.

there is a person who watches over me.
i know he is reading this, or it could be a she i don't know.

i am bound to this person, or these people, i am not sure who they are.
they remind me of illuminati or some highly genius caring people.
let us not use the word obsessed, let us call it passion.

there is only one person in my life who can give me the same peaceful feeling as a little girl does. but one thousand times that much.
this person is an adult, this person may be more than one person.
and the reason why is because they are the ones who love little girls the most of all. they are providing a benefit to them that brings me peace in life. and the truth of the matter is, i have found, without this person in my life, i have no peace, because of what girlhood means.

and ultimately, it has less to do with girls and more to do with human Wisdom. Sex creates children, of course those things are going to blend.
I respect both children and sex and human wisdom, that is what brings me forth among you. Your reason doesn't have to be the same as mine and mine doesn't have to be the same as yours and we can still be friendly with one another.

I will never attack another member, I once did things like that because I had my own props at the time, didn't need anyone else.
I am proud of myself to see that I am not doing that.
And I know that person watching over me is proud of me too.
Although it will still be months before he acknowledges such.

The worst part of this drama is that it drains the resources of the mods.
they have to read this shit. just know this will pass as the drama settles. Thank you for this opportunity to express myself.
I will cease from it for tonight and return with the dawn.

ps. Stahntii, I like your sig. she is a precious darling girl child.