Re: I see your point

the lol, laugh out loud, typically people do that when they are attempting to build rapport with a fellow chatter
i wasn't really laughing out loud literally, instead rather just trying to convey a sense of lightheartedness in what i said, not that i found an actual can of worms with a label saying stahntii.

i am shocked that a man of your stature in the community would react like this, i honestly thought you were going to like my comment and be friends with me because i wrote it. see, that's how dense i am.

i was surprised by what popped up, i know what AZ is and been there a couple times but i've never actually known anyone to duke it out with those people.
that is one place i haven't done much reading at.

i have a history of articles about me all over the web too, and whenever an acquaintance has found them and mentioned them to me, I was proud to talk to them about the can of worms that is my life.
I merely thought you'd be the same way. I sincerely thought I was doing you a favor by giving you the opportunity to show off for me who you are.
I like it when others do that for me. I was trying to do unto others as you'd have them do unto you.

I was doing my best to let you know that if you wanted me to get involved with your life as a friend, I would do that. If you wanted me to I would read all the posts you have scattered across the web.
There are many people in this community who i have done that for, I would meet them at one site, and then out of respect for them to prove i love them by investing hours and days reading vast amounts of data, and with gladness to make a new friend. Now I sense that you and perhaps most people do not want that. Perhaps they feel regret, I don't know.
I just made a fucking fool of myself at a site not too far away from here, and they won't delete it so my can of worms is ugly shit I regret, but even so, I would still be proud to talk about it to anyone who decided to pick at the worms in my cans.
I already have hours of reading to do everyday just at GC and others.
I'm not about to invest my time reading material about people who don't want me to do that. I am sorry I made you feel I was intruding upon your personal space in your life on your turf. I am always sorry when any one feels bothered by me. I don't want to bother anyone. All I want is to try and make people feel better about themselves, because that's how I feel better about myself.

the can of worms was lol because i also figured that if you were ashamed of anything out there, you'd change your name. thus i quickly hastily deduced you were proud enough to be googled. common sense in my mind
but obviously my intuition was faulty.
i would never laugh at someone maliciously to mock them, people like that are heartless, pointing fingers calling people trolls when they aren't, stuff like that. I was laughing WITH you Stahntii, not at you.

I will work on trying to triple-check my posts better, some days I do write so much material online, proofreading gets neglected and editing becomes half-assed. It's not my wish to annoy the reader, I just never went to school much as a child.

Catcher in the Rye, I appreciate your commenting on my behalf.
I recognize you, I've seen you around for years too, and always enjoyed your presence also.

Also, redcocoa. i had a feeling you might say something nice. i was right, you did. thank you.