that's reasonable.....

and in a way i understand the argument of infrequent posting....but frankly, i have always gravitated toward reading the exciting posts that can either get my blood pumping in a legitimate debate or a good GM.

otherwise, i feel it to be extremely boring here. especially when the debates come to trivial things as if a person is making up stories or a real "gler"...personally if i think someone is lying i am just going to ignore them and move on. my infrequent posting is i suppose a legitimate point but i am not on GC every day...far from it.....and like i've always said i don't see myself being on here every day talking about "the new elle fanning movie"...sorry but that doesn't really interest me. i mean it's kind of an oxy moron to tell someone "well we just don't feel like we know you well enough to trust you" on an anonymous board...lol.

and on that subject....i feel like my longevity here. my style of posting...my "crazy stories".....my evident passion, love and acceptance of my orientation...my sincere thanks at the end of almost all of my GC posts for the board etc. should at some point be enough to give some merit to what i say.

i will say that i respect your point about protecting the board...i do believe that certain areas and dangers should be cautioned against. but i am certainly not that. i don't want anyone to trust me enough to meet me or talk to me or anything like that...because frankly i had to learn the hard way that no one can be trusted when it comes to your freedom and the subject of gl. i just want to express the joyous momentous things that happen in my life, because i think ppl need to hear it. God, if you guys only knew me, you would get me. look, you could put me in a 5o ft hole with no light and no food and u know what i'm gonna say...."well at least i have worms to eat!" i don't know how to live my life any other way and if i can inspire one person to embrace them selves and give them hope that these not-so extravagant things(in my opinion) can happen to them too then i am doing my job and all this bs is worth it.

also, again i have said many times i respect ones right to free speech. u have every right to call me a liar... and i have every right to say that i believe not all...but most ppl who "can't dream of all these things happening to one person" is so close minded and jealous that it's sick and i feel sorry for them.

that is the exact attitude that will lead a person to believing that no amazing things can happen to them in their life. and they are doomed for a life of misery, pain and anguish over their girl love.

look i have wished i had a real lgf to spend time with for years...i wish i could buy some island and fill it with lg's....i wish i could have held on to the job that put me into contact with lg's everyday....heck i wish i could live out my sexual fantasies and deepest desires with lg's but i haven't....so i haven't posted it.

and for what it's worth i will say again...everything i have ever posted has been the absolute truth. of course little details are changed when needed to protect my identity. but other than that it's my life....and honestly i wish it were as "unbelievable" as you guys make it out to be....shit that would be really exciting!!

shit, hows this for honesty?....tonight at work i made eye contact with a lg for the first time in weeks!! i'm working over nights now so no kids come in really at all...is that what you want to hear? the dull boring every day crap?? cuz i know i don't! i would rather see someone post every couple of months with something amazing that happened!!

anyways, thanks for responding i'm tired now...lol.