we gotta get her a nick.....

i must be honest reading her post to which i was totally aware of her writing btw....turns me on to think of the conversation we had....i forgot about how she was quiet for so long at first...that scared me. that really scared me.

but then she started asking questions like "have i ever raped a girl?"...and by rape she meant forcefully had sex with a girl to which of course the answer was no....she said she would not be cool with that and neither was i. it was funny to see her tension ease when i explained what it meant to be a gler and that it had nothing to do with the horrible things u see on tv and that i did not ever want to hurt any lg. i have to say i am proud that i played such a huge role in her life in this way. honestly now...she's a lg feen. she always wants to look at my collection of legal lg pics and is always adding to it!! and we have so much fun when at stores pointing out girls together!

and it's funny to hear her say "well, he didn't know i liked lg's too" but she's not remembering correctly that i actually told her that i had a suspicion, in the way i saw her interact with and talk about teen and preteen girls! plus i knew she was bi so it just made sense.

anyways..."autumn"....i love you and thank u for accepting me for who i am and i am happy to share this life and love with you and our un born child (please be a fucking girl!!!!!!)

i have faith that pretty soon our dreams are going to come true!!

luv u babe!!