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my hour of need

Posted by AhNasty on 2012-January-03 21:25:31 EST, Tuesday
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a personal tragedy has occurred in my life today, just now
if GC helps me get through it i will be forever grateful, and i mean that wholeheartedly.

i feel shaky, in shock still, i haven't cried but i know i will later tonight when i am lying down reexamining my day.

i just got banned from VoA.
the main reason, ban evasion. sL hasn't forgiven me.
or perhaps there is another reason too, only dissident holds the answer to.


the only thing i have to add now is if someone from VoA will go and post a short message for me or PM the staff if you have that ability.
send my love and apologies and if it is something specific i have done to offend sL or Josef K. i will make reparations and amends, i will basically do anything the request of me.

just yesterday i thought i was finally accepted back, i thought i was doing good. it hurts knowing i am such a fuck up, the people i admire most dislike me.


imagine if suddenly you lost your privileges at VoA + GC, after being a beloved member for years. imagine being out in the cold with no where to go? how would that make you feel, knowing you could never go back to your favorite sites and kept away from the people you cared about.


GC if you are here for me, someone let me know.
I will be okay if you say you appreciate my membership and participation.
That is all I need to hear.

I am frightened to think GC is going to ban me too now.
I will pray silently now as I try to hit the post button, and hope it works.

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