an hour of

AK. I checked the rules and deemed it fit to mention only because VoA has been an integral part of my life for years.

For those following along I retract my statement about sending a message, of course that is futile anyways. They do accept emails from me, I really don't need a messenger. I really only made that statement to convey the depth of emotions running through me over what has happened.

If I am to lose GC, just know I'll be feeling all those emotions about you all here too, and wish I had a friend to get a message through.

The thread I started here only proves how much I do Respect them, and I Honor their decision. I do not feel they are being unfair. I never said anything like that in my cry for help.

I do accept your apology, your callousness toward me in my hour of need is crushes my heart, I wasn't expecting that from you AK. I presume it is because you do not understand how much they mean to me.

I will not speak of this anymore knowing this topic of conversation is not welcomed. I'm sorry I've only filled your lives with more silly dramatics.

If my account is still active tomorrow I will return with a fresh new attitude and leave the past behind. On my agenda, I will try to submit a worthy topic for discussion about Girl-Love well suited to spark the interest of my peers. I will treasure my time here all the more now and show the true extent of my appreciation for you.