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Re: my hour of need

Posted by AhNasty on 2012-January-04 12:56:13 EST, Wednesday
In reply to Re: my hour of need posted by zlurker on 2012-January-03 23:55:50 EST, Tuesday

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I would very much like to discuss this with someone because it is tearing me apart inside. But I've been told not to mention it.

zlurker! thank you for coming here.
is it okay for us to exchange emails?
if the answer is no i understand

perhaps i can email dissident again?
i feel i've already burdened everyone enough, i'm at my wits end, the end of my rope, ready to have a nervous breakdown. i can already feel the noose around me neck, it's all over for me. absolute hopelessness beckons.
i have been here before.

i'm not broken up over the ban so much as the idea i have offended those whom i love.
i am confused, perhaps "they" do care about me and just decided it is best for me to be here instead, "they" have insisted such action before numerous times.

the worst part is the silent treatment i get.
i know they read my mail, but they stopped replying years ago.



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