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Re: I feel like I'm two different people sometimes

Posted by BlackMyHeart on 2012-January-04 19:28:35 EST, Wednesday
In reply to I feel like I'm two different people sometimes posted by redcocoa101 on 2012-January-04 16:37:11 EST, Wednesday

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Like maybe I'm on here justifying why it's alright to like little girls but this other side of me is saying JESUS, you don't 'like' little girls you want to have SEX with them, you wanna fuck some girl and you can twist it into a sweet thing but I could just as easily be wrong.

That's exactly what any anti would say, that you were trying to rationalize or justify your 'twisted desires to torture children'.

It sounds like Person 1 is who you are or who you want to be, and Person 2 is who they say you are: the worthless piece of shit, the monster, the child rape advocate. Everyone feels worthless and inadequate sometimes, but for us, it's especially easy to feel this way when everywhere you look, the media is telling you that's who you are. All of us Girls Lovers have a side of ourselves that we wish we could share with the world because it feels natural and right, but we can't, and we know we can't. Loneliness is often a part of our lives. But if you have girls in your life that you spend time with and contribute positively to their lives, then you know they are wrong. If you would harm yourself before you would allow harm to come to them, you know they are wrong.

And, by the way, it seems to me that questioning yourself only proves you aren't the horrible person they would say you are.


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