Re: Been there

I do take comfort in the fact that thoughts aren't actions but part of me is always afraid of what I might do if I were in a situation where I could do something sexual with a child (never against their will or anything) because like I said before sometimes I do things impulsively and regret it later. I haven't had that happen but if a little girl wanted to kiss me or more I can't say 100% that I wouldn't, because I know I would want to.

Yeah I have a bad body image sometimes even though I've been told that I'm pretty smokin hot. It's like I KNOW in my head that I'm pretty but sometimes I look at myself and I see my thighs or my stomach and if there is any fat I just feel gross. Even though I've had my family tell me that I'm skinny and my best friend is always saying that I'm way prettier then I tell myself. I used to be really chubby. You've never actually seen me but thanks for saying saying I'm attractive, who doesn't like that?

I hate that to, I look at these tiny little girls and part of me wishes I was like that, which as I get older I'm certainly going to have to get over. People I meet sometimes mistake me for a young teenager , like 15, which I find hilarious.

Haha, the funny thing is as a LG you all would have died to be with me, I was just the most innocent little thing you ever would have met. Even now people I meet once I start get to know them I might use some darker humour and over and over I get "You just seemed so innocent when we met!". I have some sort of look.

The great thing about being a woman is that sometimes girls don't mind being naked around me, especially younger ones, cause we're all just girls. Not always but definitely more often then men get to.

Thanks for the advice Markaba you made my day!