You're always helpful AK47

You always have constructive things to say. I think you might be right about the surpressive thing to, I try to push things out of my mind sometimes. I've also found I can't remember a lot of things that happened in my childhood (not like creepy repressive things or anything like that but just stressful situations), it's like I introverted into my own world. It was weird because I was feeling really great and I just came on here to check everything out and suddenly I was practically in tears and I just started pouring all the thoughts that were suddenly going on in my head. I hope coming on here will help sort some things out. At the very least it's very comforting to know there are people who have gone through the same things I have. Thanks for your help!