It's depressing

You know, if he really saw me as a kid, I doubt he would really say that to me. It really hurts my feelings. It makes me feel more like just killing myself. I'm already thinking of more ways that I can kill myself. I just don't know if I can go through with it. What if I did end up killing myself, and somehow GC knew about it later? I just hope he doesn't respond like this to other people.

I've been watching these boards for years. I've seen other people in a similar scenario. There are some people who actually go through with it. Even if they are being the biggest assholes in the world, I would never encourage it.

I never recall really insulting AK47. I did yell at him for not seeing me for who I am. When I told him to leave me the "fuck" alone, the fuck was added in to be used as an effective exclamatory sentence. I am a bit sorry for shouting at him. I'm just so fucking frustrated right now. It's a very sensitive issue for me.

Thank you AhNasty.