thanks Oakowi!!!!

although i do take offense to be ppl telling me i'm a flat out liar becuase they don't believe life could be that could to a pedophile, i have come to terms with the fact that i cannot expect everyone to believe me i guess.

i hope you are doing well my friend!! life is good for me. working over nights now, which has been a little hard getting used to but i'm just thankful for having a full time job!! my gf is starting a new job real soon too...in the next 3-4 months we should have a car on the road, our own apt. and be ready for our baby!! keep your fingers crossed it's a girl....the wait to find out is killing me! i figure if we are told we're having a boy that will give me about 5 months to get used to the idea of it. which i will truly be happy either way to just have a healthy baby!!

with that said, me and my gf are always talking as if it's going to be a girl....we have discussed what types of sports and activities we would like her to be into...we are ALWAYS looking at girls clothes and already have a really pretty name picked out too!! we picture our daughter being a popular, hollister wearing, intelligent, preppy girl. but...with a heart of gold and not stuck up at all.

i am really confident that i can raise her into a strong, independent woman. be open and honest with her and have her feel she can be the same with me when it comes to boys, drugs, school, menstruating or whatever!!

i really wish for her to someday look back and say i love my father and he was a good dad.

my gf is really excited too...she has no family at all...well the family she does have is her adopted family and they don't have anything to do with her so she is really happy to have the opportunity to be the mom she never had.

anyways, i'm rambling now...take care man!! good to see you around still!!