Very true

I have a strong feeling that my life will not always be this happy and great. I read about paedos and them being alone, not with little girls, knowing only pictures of girls. Never feeling that love, that touch, that trust, that happiness...

Not only this but being with little girls calms my sexual side. I just spent the day with Q. So much love. I don't even feel like masturbating now. Now take the opposite scenario. Me not being around little girls. I start looking at them so sexually. I don't get it.

I've noticed the same thing in my life. The more time I spend with actual, real life girls, the less sexually frustrated I feel. Like you say, they are no longer just pictures, but real people you can interact with and enjoy their personality.

In my opinion, if society wants to make it easier for pedophiles to not engage in "inappropriate" behavior, they will not isolate us either from society in general, or from children in particular. I don't expect them to let us bathe their children or change diapers, or anything like that (I can't fathom anybody wanting to change diapers, anyway! LOL). I'm just talking about engaging in normal, fun, social interactions with kids, beneficial both to us and to them.

On a happy note, I know a psychologist who knows about my attraction to children, and my status as an RSO, and he agrees that it's good for me to spend time with children (just not alone with them, if only for my own protection). So, there are at least some psychologists who are reasonable! :-D