Re: I've been traversing the archives.

Hello, AK.. may I call you AK, pal? Cause I do consider a friend, and a good one to have with that (even though we haven't talked much but I do enjoy your posts, and I think that says a lot about you).

I think I know where your trying to go with this post. OK, well in '03, I was 10yo.. didn't discover about myself until late HS, then came out to my mom, was in therapy for anger issues and later told my 1st MHP of my attraction. Then, I saw 4 other MHPs.. but the last one was the one which really helped me and my mom etc.

My views have change a lot over the years when I 1st joined GC in '09, so over 2yrs. Wow, can't believe it.. I've had my probs with the GC mods but I truly am grateful to be here.. still posting, and not yet banned for good lol.

Now, back to your post (as I often type OT things with all my post haha but that's ok.. I forgive me lol). OK, Ok Idk who but it's very early in the morn atm and I did end up crushing on the couch downstairs, but I'm like hyper right now.. dunno why? But just feel like going nuts hehe...

Anyways, yes I do feel frustrated.. even depressed every now and then. I feel depressed sometimes because, I really would just like to make a 'coming out' post on FB, and/or come out to my other fam members but am just worried that in doing so I'll end up with know one exp, my mom (I'm already out to her). This makes me frustrated and depressed the most.

I'm also frustrated with the fact, at times that laws most likely won't change to our benefit in my lifetime.. no, not just about sex with kids but also about that societys' views most likely also will not change in my lifetime as well. Not that I'd expect nothing less, and sometimes am OK with this.

However, I do feel an anarchist society will come before any that of Epstein's testing system is implemented or even the on-going talks/works going into that of Jacque Fresco's The Venus Project, and given we had and do have even today small cities/neighborhoods on the outside of bigger cities witch run on anarchist perspectives, I feel that an overall anarchist society will one day be the world. But for now, feel the best bet is that of which is already being done, anarchist perspectives making its own "laws" in small cities/neighborhoods on the outside of bigger cities etc.

With that said, however, I do still feel the need to try and make changes now and get ppl to open their minds and the laws to, for that matter. Because even though these small anarchist cities/neighborhoods are becoming more and more. Without trying to change said laws etc things just won't change for the better... at least, not anytime soon.