Re: I've been traversing the archives.

It has to get worse before it gets better. Too few people are affected enough, or understanding enough. (and it will get worse with the ageing of Western societies - generations too young to be true traditionalists and too old to be true digitals).

I know I will die without ever experiencing the girl flesh that I always dream about. But if I don't fight for it, we are one man shorter; and any man can be decisive in the right battle.

I've always been a GLer. I just didn't notice it until I was 15 and still crushing on lg's when my peers were moving on to older girls. Would I have done something with a girl back then? Absolutely. Yet I was also very self-conscious about social affairs. You might not believe this; but the main reason why I didn't act out with that fourth grader was that we never had enough privacy. We were at times just she and I, or she, I, and a reliable friend - but never in a setting where I could trust we would have enough time for ourselves without anyone interrupting our fun. And to this day part of me thinks I would have a better life if it had happened... But would her peers have cared? I doubt it. I knew that many tweens didn't, either. I still wonder. I have several, but comparatively small, specific regrets. It's more about the what-if in it all.

My brain tells me it's getting worse. There are signs everywhere of the attacking forces closing in, and us in a sort of Afghanistan 2002.

My heart tells me the shell is empty, and will crumble from the inside if we know how to puncture it. But, God, I don't know how.

All I know is that any transgressive minor is my ally. And that anyone who diminishes minors, including those who orientalize them or proletarianize them, but of course, first those who enslave and genocide them; those are my foes, and always will.