Don't be another asshole parent

I was forced to live with them for years.

There. You just admitted that a) you manipulate people until you no longer have any use for them and you don't even like kids and are extremely jealous of them. Which is why I don't believe you when you say:

It's not quite like that. I don't know how to explain it correctly. That might have come out the wrong way.

As for the "I'm extremely jealous of the other kids", that is not selfish. I've already said that adults and children deserve an equal amount of love and I plan to spread the word.

By the way, you didn't really respond to the jealousy claim. If you don't understand it, then you don't really understand my age dysphoria.

If you still don't trust me, then what the fuck? What the fuck? What the fuck?

Nobody said you have to accept it, but you need to learn that the world is not black and white. What you'll get with the "with me or against me" philosophy in the end is, no one with you and everyone against you. Learn how to compromise. Love your mom for her positive qualities and reject the negative ones. Try to get at the root of why she feels the way she does. Maybe she was severely abused herself, or knows people who have been severely abused.

It's hard to comprise when you see so many people suffering in prison. These beliefs are incredibly harmful. No she wasn't abused.

Hmmm, you make her out to be pretty awful. Let me ask you some questions, if you don't mind answering them: How does she feel about gays? What is her political temperament (liberal, moderate, conservative)? What are her religious views? This will help me assess from which direction you need to approach this.

Here is a very short list:

Homosexual relationships are sins
Masturbation is a sin
Pornography is a sin
Abortion is murder
She believes in the Adam and Eve story, so she rejects the evolutionary theory.
She believes in original sin.
I'm not sure what her view is on premarital sex. She might be slightly better on that.

She is a conservative Catholic.

I am the opposite. I am a liberal, secular atheist, and humanist.

Do you see what I have to deal with? You have to have more sympathy for me.

Also, she won't even look at the facts about us. It's hard to have much respect and patience for her.

I'm also tired of her constant nagging. She gives me a list of things that I don't do:

1. You don't drive (I have a fear of driving)
2. You don't have a job (Fuck that. I'm not going to work like a boring adult)
3. You don't go to the doctor (Those places make me feel uncomfortable. I hate shots!)
4. You don't go to a psychiatrist. (They don't understand age dysphoria and pedophilia well enough)
5. There's more, but I can't think of them at the moment.