Bullshit

A) Develop a thicker skin. If you let your mom's words get to this much and are willing to end a lifelong bond with her because of her beliefs, then you aren't going to fare very well out in the real world.

Beliefs do matter. We act entirely based on what we believe to be true.

B) Stop being so shallow. Is you pedophilia the end-all and be-all of who you are? If so, you are pretty one-dimensional. You're going to have a tough time relating to anyone if that's case, and you are ultimately going to find yourself alone, without any friends or advocates. You think you're depressed now . . . Learn to relate to other people. Get some hobbies other than feeling sorry for yourself--hobbies you can share with other people.

No that is not everything. I also value having the mind of a kid. I want almost everything to go back to the way it was.

I'm not going to make friends with a bunch of antis. I can meet Internet friends who understand me.

I'm already alone, and I am starting to get used to it. I've been alone for many years now.

Not angry or self-pitying tirades about how you are treated unfairly, but thoughtful essays about why society is wrong.

I'd prefer to write both.

D) Listen to your mom about the counseling. She's right (even if for the wrong reasons.) You could use counseling because you have a lot of issues you need to work through. It's quite clear from your posts that you are still fairly young. You need to learn to temper your sharp edges, and I think counseling could help with that.

Shut up about the counseling. Those bastards could never understand me. You can cross that one out. My mother is not right. She's a fucking bitch.