Re: Why? nt

Might be because you seem hell bent on destroying yourself. You've cut yourself off from your family for reacting the way you should have expected them to react instead of reshaping their understanding of existence to suit you. You then declare your intention to solve the problem with alcohol.

Can I ask you why you come to this board? You claim to be a pedophile, but you've admitted that you hate children and are jealous of them. Many of the so called 'experts' have said that this is true of all of us, that that's the reason we 'abuse' children, but I've never encountered someone here at GC for whom that was true, until now. You obviously don't come here for support from like minded individuals who have been through similar experiences, as you've rejected every piece of advice offered to you.

If you really want to sabotage your life, it's your right to do so, but you might want to consider some of the wisdom that's been offered to you here.