I'm sorry.

I don't want to go really into detail with this, but...

You are a woman then, yes? I wasn't aware that you're female. Unless otherwise stated, I assume everyone on here is male, because that usually is the reality. I am also new to this forum and I don't know everyone.

No one ever said that a little girl should be made to feel ashamed for being what she is when she grows up. If I could have a LGF, I would actually look forward to seeing her grow into a beautiful woman and see her beauty evolve.

I *am* attracted to adult women, just not nearly as much as I am attracted to little girls. The major problem for me is constantly having women forced down my face. I'm sick of it. There's even people on GC who seem to think I should just give in and settle for a woman, instead of a LG. Some people make it seem like I'm the cause of all my problems for being celibate, when I could just "choose" to find a woman instead. They make it seem like I'm the one who's to blame for everything wrong with me. I'm tired of being yelled at like this, and it just makes the thought of beginning a relationship with a female while she's a woman WAY more disgusting. It angers me and sickens me.

I am also 100% sure it is mostly women (Feminists, etc) who are to blame for the Anti movement, and the fact that I cannot be with a little girl. Nothing anyone could say will ever convince me otherwise. It's perfectly clear to me that the war on men who like little girls, and the war on child marriage, etc, was started as a ploy so girls can go to school and serve the economy in the long run, while being married or having sex would "hinder a girl's ability to do this".

The thought of being with a woman sickens me, simply for the fact that women today are the biggest Antis, and the biggest group of people who are against men who like little girls, and my right to happiness. As I said, I'm tired of having women forced down my face. It makes no sense for me to be with a woman when she'll probably be Anti and strongly hate me for being who I am.

It makes the problem for me much worse when people try to force me to change, all because the world won't let me live out my dreams, which history shows is a perfectly normal way to live. Yet I cannot have that, all because some bigots and obviously jealous women decided to persecute me. It would feel like the biggest contradiction I could ever make if I were to be with a woman... since that's the only choice the Feminazi's allowed me to have. It would be nearly impossible to meet some woman who just happens to disagree, and who accepts me for who I am. So anyone who I could be in a relationship with would likely agree with the war against me.

And I'm deathly tired of having this forced down my throat. It makes the problem much worse than if somebody were to say men, boys, or animals are sexy. I don't have those things constantly forced down my throat as some rampant, misandric, fascist way of living that I must choose, or be condemned.