accepting reality now and future

Okay, interesting perspective. I can see where prostitution of a poor LG could be 'justified' by that view. Better still, just give the poor LG some money to buy some food, ask nothing in return.

I also agree that LG's becoming socially acceptably available to us is pretty unlikely and I have no hope whatsoever of it happening in my lifetime. Maybe after the oil runs out and everything gets reinvented that could be thrown into the new world. Please.

But I'm rich with fantasy. And I have come to be grateful for my attraction to kids - it's not an easy path but I'm pretty sure I love more deeply than the 'normal' people I know (not just kids - everything). I might still choose being a pedo even if I had the option.

The power thing: Adults will always be in a position of authority over children but initiating a child into the pleasures of sex with a man does not have to be a bad thing. It is very bad now because, when caught, the LG's life gets turned upside down by the social taboo and the legal rehabilitation she will suffer.

True, acceptability may NEVER happen in the world of men. But it has been so in my mind for a very long time now. Who can say for sure that what is in the mind cannot one day be in the world?

I'm greedy. I want the rich kids, too. I really will take very good care of them. I will empower them to say no but also to say yes. They will know they are deeply loved and protected. And the other adults around them will see how happy and secure they are. And all will be well.

Obviously I also have a permanent mental disorder.