Re: I often wonder...

I think the girls today are scared to show affection, even when they want to. Too dangerous, they are told (by parents and the news on TV). I want my girls to feel so safe with me that they can do whatever they want, that whatever fear they have been taught doesn't apply to me. I takes time and patience.

And I will not betray them. I will certainly enjoy what they are willing to give but I will not force the issue. I have a weakness but I won't tell them what it is. If they ever stumble upon it with their own desires, I will be in big trouble because it will be very difficult to resist. That is extremely unlikely to ever happen and I will avoid it as best I can. I really could be very happy with just having them free to be themselves around me and not worry about how mom or dad or anyone else told them to behave.

Getting nervous and excited now. Got a big date coming up.