It is much simpler than the stats. A loving pedo is not comparable to a child rapist. Diff 'animals'.

I am a loving pedophile. I could no more rape a little girl than I could fly. I would very much like to fly but I can not find any comfortable frame of mind that would allow me to rape a sweet, innocent, worshiped little girl on any fn level whatsoever.

That is what Ethan cannot relate to with his 'rapidly expanding clan' of virpeds. He's drunk on the 'success' of his following struggling pedos. He cannot relate to a pedo that is happy to be one. A blessed pedo.

like you, I think.