GirlChat #603182
I try to. Just yesterday was particularly exasperating. She had a physical pain (which I have no doubt she had, but I think she may have been exaggerating) on top. And her attachment was coming on strong. Her attachment is explainable. The loss of her father was earlier for her than for the rest of them. Her boarding period too. She perceives the love for her around her. Seeks it too, actively, but perceives it back as it comes. But at the same time she always feels those she loves not close enough to her and not available enough to her. Solving this would require lifestyle changes which are complicated. I am not likely to be able to provide them soon. Maybe ever. Though of course I am thinking of them too. These problems prevent her from growing stronger emotionally. They also take time away from her which she could devote to other activities, even to personal distractions, anything which doesn't mean dwelling on a negative which takes so much emotional energy from her. |