Being in love with someone you see so little, someone who you can only arrange to see on certain days for certain amounts of time, and even then that time is not exclusively for the two of you, rather there are all these other people/things to occupy her attention...

This just gets fucking exhausting.

I'm sorry. I love my Girl. I care about her, I really do, anyone can see that. But getting maybe thirty minutes of total one-on-one time with her each week, this is really starting to get to me.

I can't get more time with her, nor can I seem to place any less importance on the relationship, instead I end up investing all this emotional energy into half an hour... I'm gonna break, GC.