I didn't know I was a pedophile until I was in my 20's. I slept with a particular girl many times. I woke up one morning, with the most beautiful girl in the world lying next to me in bed, and an AK-47 on the lying on the other side of me. I watched her sleep, and thought about how she was the center of my universe and how happy I was at that moment. That is when the P word entered my mind. It was so obvious, but I had not seen it or understood it until then. The happiest moments of my life were spent sleeping with this wonderful girl, both before and after I realized what I was.

Thanks for the GM. I envy you!